You know there are so many days that I just wish I did not have to get out of bed. I am not sure why but I seem to be tired all the time, but cannot sleep either. I have so much on my mind and want to do so much and at the same time, I don't want to do anything.

If I could go back in time what would be the one thing I might change. I can only think of one thing and that would be my mother not becoming pregnant with me.

I know that is impossible so now I live day to day, hopeing that the rough road I have traveled will become paved somewhere along the line. I will keep moving praying I reach that destination soon.